I need to dip myself into a big pool, and so I am hoping that the sun does come out. It's very gloomy and it affects my mood. =p But I'm going to swim no matter what..
It's weird sometimes when I'm underwater that I hear a voice that tells me "be at peace with the water." Hmmm, this may be because of the fact that I almost died before when I drowned. Maybe it's a way of coping with my fear of water level higher than 5feet. Haha, and to think I took Skin Diving in my freshie year.
I can still remember the incident when I shocked all of my relatives with my almost-dead body being brought to the hospital. I consider my life right now a second life that's why I am making the most of it. First in the list (which does not mean I have accomplished it already) is to overcome my fear of deep waters. I can't even really enjoy beaches because of this fear. And because I am determined to conquer this fear, I should swim more often.. When I get rich, I'll have a pool in my yard.
It's weird sometimes when I'm underwater that I hear a voice that tells me "be at peace with the water." Hmmm, this may be because of the fact that I almost died before when I drowned. Maybe it's a way of coping with my fear of water level higher than 5feet. Haha, and to think I took Skin Diving in my freshie year.
I can still remember the incident when I shocked all of my relatives with my almost-dead body being brought to the hospital. I consider my life right now a second life that's why I am making the most of it. First in the list (which does not mean I have accomplished it already) is to overcome my fear of deep waters. I can't even really enjoy beaches because of this fear. And because I am determined to conquer this fear, I should swim more often.. When I get rich, I'll have a pool in my yard.
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