In it, inescapably

(Current post)

Today is weird. I found myself trying to catch the attention of my crush (my classmate) almost the whole time of our PE class. There were instances where we became opponents and there were drills we became group mates.

We did this one drill wherein the holder of the ball calls the name of the person he wishes to accept the throw and then after catching it the person calls another person and throws to him or her while the first person who threw the ball goes to the place of the second thrower and the second thrower goes to the place of the second catcher. I was trying not to be obvious so I never passed the ball to my classmate even though I have passed already to everyone else. And so, my crush (trying to make this sound as if it is a noun) was not passing to me either and I really felt bad not receiving a pass.

After class I saw my classmate about to leave and so I hurried and caught up. We had a not so meaningful conversation though. I just kept on asking stuff and my crush just kept answering without making an effort of making the conversation longer. Anyway, I came into a conclusion that I may not be interesting so I just shut my mouth. I also told myself I am not going to ask for a number. If I won't be able to get it until the semester ends then so be it..